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January 2011

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Darkness Within

Darkness Within

When I’m ready to make a photograph, I think I quite obviously see in my minds eye something that is not literally there in the true meaning of the word. I’m interested in something which is built up from within, rather than just extracted from without.” Ansel Adams

Even when I don’t mean for it to, what I see in my minds eye, how I am perceiving the world around me in that specific moment, shows up in the images that I take.

The darkness within doesn’t necessarily mean something bad.

Sometimes it is simply time for me to look inside myself for a bit….

 

Cricket Walker

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It Happens
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It Happens

Ain’t no rhyme or reason, no complicated meaning, ain’t no need to over think it, let’s go laughing. Life don’t go quite like you planned it. We try so hard to understand it. Irrefutable, indisputable, the fact is, psssh. It happens…”

I often wonder if Jennifer Nettles and Kristian Bush (Sugarland) know how many smiles they bring into people’s lives. For me, their music is so real, ya just can’t help but relate. I think maybe folks just like knowing that we are all far more alike than we are different.

My days start out a little different than most folks, mostly because I have a bad habit of sleeping when I am tired, and not sleeping when I am not tired. I can wake up at some pretty funky times so I am better off not trying to actually communicate with someone who has been awake and chirpy for hours if I still don’t have both eyes open yet.

Trying to communicate with me before that second eye is open can be pretty risky, but if I haven’t had my first cup of coffee yet, it can be dang near dangerous.

To put it simply, I wake up in a bit of a fog.

I bump into walls and grumble because I am certain someone must have moved it while I was sleeping. It usually takes me a good 30 minutes to an hour of quiet time to really prepare myself for the day ahead. It’s just who I am, ya know?

99.99% of the time, that isn’t an issue because the only one around to fuss with when I wake up is the cats, and they learned pretty quickly to stay out of Mama’s way if she is growling. (grin) It’s that .01% of the time that gets me into trouble.

It’s those times when both phones are ringing, and I can’t find either of them. If I am foolish enough to actually LOOK for them, I am likely gonna bang my head under the desk (where they probably fell) when I try to retrieve them.

You would think I would be smart enough to just leave the phones ringing, but no. I am gonna answer them and actually try to talk. Yeah, not usually one of my brighter moves. Within minutes, I am sure to have someone upset with me.

Worse yet? I have now forgotten my coffee, and in my lovely mood I decide to check emails and put out fires. Lord help anyone that left a fire for me by that point because I am sure to make it an inferno before I ever get around to putting it out.

Somewhere in the middle of all of this, I remember my coffee, and start thinking it would be a good idea for me step back for a bit. Go make coffee, chill.

Funny how just the smell of it begins to calm me. I love even the process of making it. It’s like art to me most times. Heck I have 3 or 4 different types of coffeemakers, but this time, I have waited too long and I want a cup RIGHT NOW! That’s about the moment I realize I am completely out of cream. Ugggggggggggggggggggggggggggggh!

Now, imagine finally getting ready to work and finding your computer connection is gone when they just got done fixing it very recently.

Whatcha gonna do?

By this time, all ya can do is crank up some Sugarland and laugh hysterically…..

Yeah, it happens…

Cricket Walker

P.S. A special shout out to all my friends who are participating in day 10 of the V7N 30 Day Blog Challenge. I know you can do it!

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Never Miss The Sunset

Never Miss The Sunset

No matter how easy going we are, most of us need to blow off a little steam now and then. Perhaps we are a bit frustrated with a project, or maybe we are just overtired and feel the overwhelming urge to throw something because we just can’t get it to work.

Okay, so I admit it. I have a few keyboards around that may or may not be in several pieces from unceremoniously tossing them. (smirk)

Afterwards though, I always end up feeling a bit disappointed in myself because it means I lost my temper. If only for a moment, I was not in control of my emotions.

Why didn’t I walk away from it before it reached that point of no return?

As always, I am a work in progress.

I say that because I am currently typing on a keyboard that is…

ummmmm…

kinda missing a foot so it’s a bit, shall we say, crooked right now?

So after spouting off for a bit to a friend that knows just to grin and tease it out of me, I remembered how important it is to know how I respond to certain things, and to use techniques that help me get past those moments.

Why?

Because life is just way too short to fuss over the little stuff.

So here I am, at 10:30 at night reminding myself of a few things.

Never miss enjoying the sunset. Walk outside and live in that moment.

Take time to walk every single day just for fun, not for training.

Stop for a moment and hold one of my cats. Listen to their purr.

And never let a day pass without bringing a smile to someone’s face.

So I wonder if they sell disposable keyboards? 🙂

Cricket Walker

P.S. A special shout out to all my friends who are participating in day nine of the V7N 30 Day Blog Challenge. I know you can do it!

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Top 10 Favorite Quotes

Don't follow your dreams; chase them. - Richard Dumb

Although I don’t have a clue why, I am addicted to quotes. My top 10 list of favorite quotes is constantly changing, perhaps because our lives are continuously evolving. These are ones that I am especially partial to right now, in this moment…

When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown, faith is knowing one of two things will happen: there will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught how to fly.” Patrick Overton

You made Mrs. March feel like she could see again. You made Ford believe he was part of something. You give out hope like it was candy in your pocket.” The Postman

And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.” Anais Nin

Learning how to be still, to really be still and let life happen – that stillness becomes a radiance.” Morgan Freeman

I have a “carpe diem” mug and, truthfully, at six in the morning the words do not make me want to seize the day. They make me want to slap a dead poet.” Joanne Sherman

For all sad words of tongue and pen, The saddest are these, ‘It might have been’.” John Greenleaf Whittie

Most folks are as happy as they make up their minds to be.” Abraham Lincoln

Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn’t do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” Mark Twain

When the world says, “Give up” Hope whispers, “Give it one more try.” Carolyn Agrimis

You must live in the present, launch yourself on every wave, find your eternity in each moment.” Henry David Thoreau

I would love to hear your favorite quotes, ones that touch something inside of you…

Cricket Walker

P.S. A special shout out to all my friends who are participating in day eight of the V7N 30 Day Blog Challenge. I know you can do it!

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Random Rambling

Taylor Napping On The Couch

Remember when we were young and spent HOURS riding bikes and never got tired? Why is it that now we call it exercise and dread it as if we were fixin’ to have a root canal?

Why is it that people only discuss food when I am starving to death?

Is there really an “off” button on a computer? Have you ever seen it?

Little girls played house and had every possible toy to do it with. Remember your Suzy Bake Oven? Toy vacuum? Toy shopping cart? Do you remember begging your mama to help with the dishes because you were a big girl now? Why do we wish we were doing anything but housework now?

When did we stop watching Saturday morning cartoons?

In our youth, hot summer days found many of us running through the sprinklers and screaming with delight when the water hit us. So why is it we freak out and run from a few rain drops now?

What is it about Sundays that makes me want to curl up on the couch and just vegetate?

Can you remember the last time you got a “real” letter in your mailbox?

Is there any better feeling in the world than that moment after a long hard day when you crawl in the shower, tilt your head back and feel the water running through your hair?

Why do we smile when we see a little frog jumping, but scream when we see a spider?

Is there any better smell than the smell of bread baking in the oven?

How did I get so lucky to have such wonderful friends?

Cricket Walker

P.S. A special shout out to all my friends who are participating in day seven of the V7N 30 Day Blog Challenge. I know you can do it!

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Getting Into Fitness

I Aint No Hare

Runner Lost In Thought

Following a longer than normal training route for the upcoming Rock ‘n’ Roll San Antonio Marathon, my thoughts were on just one thing…

“I am never, Ever, EVER, getting out of this bubble bath. I am staying here FOREVER.”

Unfortunately, one by one, all of my bubbles popped. The water got cold, and I was starting to look a bit like a shriveled prune. As it turned out, I couldn’t get lunch delivered in there either, so my thoughts began to wander back through my day and how often that those things we need seem to come when we need them the most.

Okay, rewind a few hours here… (grin)

I was a little over 3 miles into a 4 mile power walk through a very hilly area. My son had passed me multiple times and back again. I kept thinking about the story of the Tortoise and the Hare.

Let me tell you something. I aint no hare!

Where was I now?

Oh yeah…

I am looking up the last leg of the route and I am sure I am fixin’ to die. I keep reminding myself that the dang tortoise just wouldn’t quit, but I was also wondering if that tortoise ever thought of puking on the side of the road.

I really, Really, REALLY wanted to stop, maybe call a cab for a ride home, ya know?

And then this text message comes through, interrupting my music and my “stinkin thinkin”.

“I know I can… I know I can…” (Thank You Snerdey!)

All the way up that hill, I couldn’t get The Little Engine That Could out of my head. I was chanting the dang thing over and over again.

And ya know what?

I finished what I set out to do today.

Ya know why?

Those things we need, really do seem to come when we need them the most.

Cricket Walker

P.S. A special shout out to all my friends who are participating in day six of the V7N 30 Day Blog Challenge. I know you can do it!

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